What S Stands For


I got back my MT results yesterday, was rather sad for a while, but after the tide cleared, I knew God had something to tell me. Yes I got an S grade. It was worst then a C6 for the first try at Os MT. It meant that I failed, even though it was enough for varsity admission.

For a moment I felt that I could have done much better, like study much much harder and to push myself more. Haofeng and Deborah both getting a B didn’t really help me much!

I seriously felt at one point, rather unable to do anything well. I felt useless. Like since year 1 I haven’t seen decent passes (there were plenty more fails) in my subjects, with the exception of GP. But there was this soft prompting in my heart which tells me ‘I’m with you’. The voice tells me that I’m his child and I have my own story to tell. Some people will get their As. Many well get championship trophies, top their sports, be musically talented and play dozens of instruments. I may not be one of them. I may not get straight As in school. I may not be the best. But the voice tells me I am better then the scholar, then the champion, then the boss of that huge company. Why? Cause I have something that they don’t. I have the grace to enter the throne room of the Maker of Heavens and the Earth, of the God almighty. I have no strength, but I have the ultimate source of strength. I have Jesus.

Now I know what S on my results slips stands for. It stands for I have the Saviour with me. And that, to me, is a greater encouragement for me to face the A levels then anything else.

Samuel